Hey guys it's me and i'm much much happier.

I got to go to borders today and i got GTO vol. 5 and I got Neon Genesis Evangelion Vol. 2 and Vol. 3 and then I read them all. heh what can i say i dont wait. Oh yes and I got the invitation to the wedding.. and my DAD's back and he's much much beter. YEAH! 

so yes i'm much happier today plus steve gave me a lil boost too and my

last night. I was really sad and he made me kinda agitated and then by him making me sadder he felt bad but it all worked out in the end

Alyssa said we were cute i was like yeah right cute thats it ha. No were just still really really close. yes yes i know its kinda eh...never mind well i've g2g read the invitation.  But i think you guys should know that there are to other special people that live up the street that i think about every day. I only mentioned the ones that steve knew. I love ya Catie and Beth. But altogether those 6 are the people i think of everyday.

Now heres the other half of me and steves conversation/promise:

Auto response from bLaCk StAr FlAgS: dont feel like talkin

DaggersMidgar17: you should know something tho
DaggersMidgar17: theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of you, you heang or alyssa.... i'm crying writing this now because i miss you...and i'm lonely.. if your ever sad you should know that there is always someone thinking of you and that some ones me... i just wish i knew someone was thinking of me.
bLaCk StAr FlAgS returned at 10:57:17 PM.
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: hey i think of u 2

Auto response from DaggersMidgar17: sad

DaggersMidgar17: i dont know what to say ne more
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: im sorry
DaggersMidgar17: no its not ur fault
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: im still sorry
DaggersMidgar17: i know you are
DaggersMidgar17: you one of those people
DaggersMidgar17: i can talk to
DaggersMidgar17: and when you say it you mean it
DaggersMidgar17: you mean ur sry and your not just saying it
DaggersMidgar17: but i knew that you didnt know how i felt
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry
bLaCk StAr FlAgS:
DaggersMidgar17: i probably wont be seeing you this summer will i?
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: iono
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i gonna be gone most of the summer in cali
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: iono
DaggersMidgar17: and when u r here ur gonna be playing basket ball
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: iono
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: yet
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: u can still hang out w/ josh and u heang and allysa
DaggersMidgar17: no alyssas gonna be gone all summer
DaggersMidgar17: i knwo
DaggersMidgar17: i could hang out w/hang
DaggersMidgar17: \but i dont think he really likes just hanging out with girls
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i dont think so
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: he does
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: alot
DaggersMidgar17: OK now i'm bout to tell you something you should never forget STEVE HA
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: k
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: wut is it
DaggersMidgar17: I have lots of people i call friends but their are only a certain few i grow attatched to and want to see every day
DaggersMidgar17: and YOU, JOSH, YOU HEANG AND ALYSSA ARE THAT FEW
DaggersMidgar17: and i dont want to grow apart from you for a long long long long long long long long long
DaggersMidgar17: TIME
DaggersMidgar17: that means til like way after college we cant grow apart
DaggersMidgar17: ok i'm done
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i feel the same way
DaggersMidgar17: really?
DaggersMidgar17: u surprised me there
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: y
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ?
DaggersMidgar17: i didnt think u felt the same
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i do
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i really do
DaggersMidgar17: *clearing throat* well now that we have that covered
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: shyea
DaggersMidgar17: i feel better bout maybe not seeing you on my b-day or getting a present
DaggersMidgar17: cuz that means we wont grow apart right
DaggersMidgar17: ?
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: we will always be close
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ALWAYS
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: NO MATTER WUT
DaggersMidgar17: NOT EVEN DEATH MILES WILL SEPERATE US
DaggersMidgar17: *MILES WILL SEPERTATE US
DaggersMidgar17: *DEATH WILL SEPERATE US
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: not even then
DaggersMidgar17: I PROMISE
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: we wont seperate
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ?
DaggersMidgar17: yes
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: me 2
DaggersMidgar17: say i promise
DaggersMidgar17: lol
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i promise
DaggersMidgar17: alright
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ok
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: well ashley i have 2 crash cause i have 2 get up early
DaggersMidgar17: yeah me 2
DaggersMidgar17: love you
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i love u
DaggersMidgar17: steve
DaggersMidgar17: goodnite
DaggersMidgar17: I love you
DaggersMidgar17: buddy
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet dreams
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: good
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: night
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i love u sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much
DaggersMidgar17: not as much a i love you
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: they wont let me type how many times i love ya
DaggersMidgar17: me either
DaggersMidgar17: so lets just do one last
DaggersMidgar17: i love you
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: love ya
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: tons and tons
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: sweet dreams
DaggersMidgar17: tons and tons
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: bye bye
DaggersMidgar17: sweet dreams
DaggersMidgar17: go to bed
DaggersMidgar17: boy
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: u
DaggersMidgar17: lol
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: night
DaggersMidgar17: night
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: night
DaggersMidgar17: night