Alyssas showing me how to do some stuff....

Well hey guys. Its me sry its been awhile but theres been complications w/my dad again

So he's in the hospital again.. Man i've seen so much illness and pain in my life i just dont understand why.. Before he went back into the  hospital he had to start doing dialysis at the hospital instead of  at home like always... I went back there with my mom and there were people lined up on the walls all sitting in a chair. The were young and old. They had 2 tubes sticking in them both with blood. One line flowning into the machine and one line flowing out of the machine. The machine had a cycle that cleans the blood. i wish they could just be healthy. My dads scared.. now there talking bout blood clots. I got another one of those stupid invitations to the poems thingy or whatever and i got more prizes i have to look at it more. But this time its in Philidelphia but i dont think i can go again.

On a happier note i went to Borders and bought Love Hina vol.6 and  Neon Genises Evangelon vol.1 and Cirque du freak vol.7. . I decided to start Neon Genesis cuz they didnt have vol.5. Of GTO... so yeah. I Really really like it tho. But dont rent Neon Genesis the Death and Rebirth because it wont make any since because its a like a collage of what happened. But the books are good. Oh and Jarron invited me to go to his moms wedding. That will be fun... i just dont know how i feel about some things.
Psh but whatever