Hey guys n/m has been going on here. I wondering where my Final Fantasy VIII (8) wallscroll is i ordered of ebay like a week or so ago.. sad. i really want it... I just wrote Alyssa today. She was in the Library at the mall in michican lol.. strange. I miss her lol.

OMG!! IT WAS SO FRIGGEN GROSS! I WENT INTO MY ROOM LAST NIGHT AND THERE WAS A DEAD WATER BUG OR COCHROACH BY MY CD CONTROLER ON MY BED!! EEWWWWWWW GOD!! I'M NOT AFRAID OF NE THING EXCEPT COCHROACHES AND WATER BUGS GEEZZ. MY CAT BROUGHT IT TO ME AS A PRESENT..... I made my mom pick it up.. i just couldnt handle it.... Then i went and got an alchahol swab outta the bathroom and wiped down my Cd countroller. its not like the friggen bug was touching it but it could have been at one time or another.... it doesnt matter it was in the proximity of the controller. eewww... i was jumping all night thanx to that...

 i just made a deal with andrew that will be fulfilled in 2-3 weeks.

 Sol Badguy458 (12:46:51 PM): i have a propershinion for you o.o
Sol Badguy458 (12:47:09 PM): it invovles manga
DaggersMidgar17 (12:47:21 PM): a Propershion
DaggersMidgar17 (12:47:22 PM): ?
DaggersMidgar17 (12:47:25 PM): go ahead
DaggersMidgar17 (12:47:31 PM): i'm all eyes
Sol Badguy458 (12:47:38 PM): i give you 3 books,you give me one
Sol Badguy458 (12:47:58 PM): you got out and buy me 1 book i need and ill give you 3 i allready have ^^
Sol Badguy458 (12:48:37 PM): the 3 i have they all cost like $10 but i dont want then NEmore
Sol Badguy458 signed off at 12:48:38 PM.
Sol Badguy458 signed on at 12:48:44 PM.
DaggersMidgar17 (12:49:10 PM): so you want me to buy you a book
DaggersMidgar17 (12:49:16 PM): and you'll give me 3 of yours
Sol Badguy458 (12:49:19 PM): yaya
DaggersMidgar17 (12:49:51 PM): how long will we keep this up?
Sol Badguy458 (12:50:55 PM): ummm if i get anymore i dont want later one,ill give them to you, but i need this last book and ill have th ecomplete set but i cant find it anymore well...more like im to lazy and go out and get it
DaggersMidgar17 (12:51:16 PM): what book?
Sol Badguy458 (12:51:30 PM): King Of Bandits:Jing
DaggersMidgar17 (12:51:43 PM): what volume
DaggersMidgar17 (12:51:45 PM): ?

Sol Badguy458 (12:51:48 PM): 7
DaggersMidgar17 (12:51:56 PM): thats all there is in the series
Sol Badguy458 (12:52:00 PM): lol yeah
Sol Badguy458 (12:52:03 PM): but i like it alot
DaggersMidgar17 (12:52:16 PM): ok i'll call around
Sol Badguy458 (12:52:49 PM): ill give you Naruto 1&2, and FLCL vol:2
DaggersMidgar17 (12:53:03 PM): i dont want flcl
DaggersMidgar17 (12:53:12 PM): whats Naruto about?
Sol Badguy458 (12:53:21 PM): ninjas o.o
Sol Badguy458 (12:53:31 PM): its cool
DaggersMidgar17 (12:53:50 PM): hold on who made it i mean whos the company that way i can look it up
DaggersMidgar17 (12:53:54 PM): on the internet
Sol Badguy458 (12:54:05 PM): Jing or Naruto?
DaggersMidgar17 (12:54:35 PM): naruto
Sol Badguy458 (12:55:36 PM): brb lemme see
Sol Badguy458 (12:56:12 PM): lol go here
Sol Badguy458 (12:56:16 PM): www.naruto.com
Sol Badguy458 (12:58:07 PM): i think its by shonen jump tho
DaggersMidgar17 (12:59:04 PM): k hold onj
DaggersMidgar17 (1:00:18 PM): uh is htere ne thing in english
Sol Badguy458 (1:00:31 PM): lol i know but its naruto ^.^
DaggersMidgar17 (1:00:49 PM): whats it about b3esides ninjas?
DaggersMidgar17 (1:00:58 PM): n/m
Sol Badguy458 (1:01:58 PM): they go on missions and fight, its really coll i know it sounds GHEY wheni say its about nionjas but its really really cool once you get futher into the series
DaggersMidgar17 (1:02:31 PM): i just read about it
DaggersMidgar17 (1:02:38 PM): alright let me go call borders
DaggersMidgar17 (1:02:45 PM): vol:7 right
Sol Badguy458 (1:02:50 PM): indeed
Sol Badguy458 (1:02:55 PM): yup 7
DaggersMidgar17 (1:03:01 PM): what is it again?
Sol Badguy458 (1:03:21 PM): King Of Bandits:Jing
DaggersMidgar17 (1:05:07 PM): do you have vol3 of naruto
DaggersMidgar17 (1:05:18 PM): that youre will to give me instead of Flcl
Sol Badguy458 (1:05:43 PM): umm sure i can get it from a friend no problem
DaggersMidgar17 (1:07:35 PM): i'm calling

DaggersMidgar17 (1:11:55 PM): DaggersMidgar17: they dont have it in their warehouse
DaggersMidgar17: so what theyre gonna do is
DaggersMidgar17: order it from the publisher
DaggersMidgar17: and that will take about 2 weeks or longer
Sol Badguy458 (1:19:55 PM): when shouldi give you these books?
Sol Badguy458 (1:20:00 PM): nothing much
DaggersMidgar17 (1:20:22 PM): its only fair that you give them to me the same time i give you Jing
Sol Badguy458 (1:20:55 PM): eh i dont care when you come and get them or wheni get the book, as long as i get it
DaggersMidgar17 (1:21:17 PM): you will but just wait til i get that other book
Sol Badguy458 (1:22:56 PM): you dont want them early, i dont care when you get them to be honest =b id walk to ur house and give'em to ya but eh i dunno where you live and even if you told me i would get lost cuzi haveno sence of direction but ya
DaggersMidgar17 (1:24:10 PM): No its cool i cant do ne thing right now ne way
Sol Badguy458 (1:24:42 PM): eh i just cant have ppl over, that doesnt mean I cant go places =b
DaggersMidgar17 (1:26:45 PM): i cant do ne thing today but maybe tomarrow
DaggersMidgar17 (1:26:46 PM): ?
Sol Badguy458 (1:27:08 PM): hmm kk
Sol Badguy458 (1:27:18 PM): i get out of skool at 12
Sol Badguy458 (1:27:19 PM): ish'
DaggersMidgar17 (1:27:49 PM): ok what do you want to do?
Sol Badguy458 (1:28:26 PM): umm,give yo ubooks?
Sol Badguy458 (1:28:29 PM): dunno
Sol Badguy458 (1:28:33 PM): NEthing
Sol Badguy458 (1:29:31 PM): you have NE idea or stuffers?

Hey guys! n/m has been going on around here. I've been plalying "Arc the Lad" its an RPG and i rented "Chasing Liberty" or whatever it is so i'm gonna watch that soon. I've also been working on my book a little bit here and there. I MISS ALYSSA THOUGH!  I wish she was still here but now shes in michigan. I was'nt able to get on the night before to talk to her like i told her to so i feel bad.. I wish she was her...

 I hung out with Catie and Beth yesterday we took the baby that lives in my old house (logen) for a walk. Catie and Beth kept fighting over him. I felt bad for the kid.... When we first met them earlier that day we had fun and when we were leaving it was kinda sad cuz Catie leaned over to me and was like "hey hey what her name again?"

Me: "The mom?"

Catie: Yeah.

Me: "psh i dont know.

When we got inside their house:

Me: Hey Beth whats the moms name?

Beth: I dont know Stacy or Stephanie

Catie: Yeah its Stephanie

Is'nt it sad we talk to the woman for like 20 minutes and dont even remember her name...After we took Logen for a walk we all stood out in the street and we talked with Stephanie and Alison (catie and beths mom) . I dont remember how it all started But Stephanie said yeah and she the quiet one she pointed at me (by that time i was sitting on the curb by myself listening to them talk) and

Alyson said: yes if you ever need ne one to baby sit these 3 are mine (she pointed to me catie and beth)

Alyson: shes the adopted one.

Beth: Shes the middle child

Caite: yeah she the " Honorable Middle Child"

I was like awww....i have a title lol.

Hey guys it's me and i'm much much happier.

I got to go to borders today and i got GTO vol. 5 and I got Neon Genesis Evangelion Vol. 2 and Vol. 3 and then I read them all. heh what can i say i dont wait. Oh yes and I got the invitation to the wedding.. and my DAD's back and he's much much beter. YEAH! 

so yes i'm much happier today plus steve gave me a lil boost too and my

last night. I was really sad and he made me kinda agitated and then by him making me sadder he felt bad but it all worked out in the end

Alyssa said we were cute i was like yeah right cute thats it ha. No were just still really really close. yes yes i know its kinda eh...never mind well i've g2g read the invitation.  But i think you guys should know that there are to other special people that live up the street that i think about every day. I only mentioned the ones that steve knew. I love ya Catie and Beth. But altogether those 6 are the people i think of everyday.

Now heres the other half of me and steves conversation/promise:

Auto response from bLaCk StAr FlAgS: dont feel like talkin

DaggersMidgar17: you should know something tho
DaggersMidgar17: theres not a day that goes by that i dont think of you, you heang or alyssa.... i'm crying writing this now because i miss you...and i'm lonely.. if your ever sad you should know that there is always someone thinking of you and that some ones me... i just wish i knew someone was thinking of me.
bLaCk StAr FlAgS returned at 10:57:17 PM.
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: hey i think of u 2

Auto response from DaggersMidgar17: sad

DaggersMidgar17: i dont know what to say ne more
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: im sorry
DaggersMidgar17: no its not ur fault
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: im still sorry
DaggersMidgar17: i know you are
DaggersMidgar17: you one of those people
DaggersMidgar17: i can talk to
DaggersMidgar17: and when you say it you mean it
DaggersMidgar17: you mean ur sry and your not just saying it
DaggersMidgar17: but i knew that you didnt know how i felt
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry
bLaCk StAr FlAgS:
DaggersMidgar17: i probably wont be seeing you this summer will i?
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: iono
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i gonna be gone most of the summer in cali
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: iono
DaggersMidgar17: and when u r here ur gonna be playing basket ball
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: iono
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: yet
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: u can still hang out w/ josh and u heang and allysa
DaggersMidgar17: no alyssas gonna be gone all summer
DaggersMidgar17: i knwo
DaggersMidgar17: i could hang out w/hang
DaggersMidgar17: \but i dont think he really likes just hanging out with girls
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i dont think so
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: he does
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: alot
DaggersMidgar17: OK now i'm bout to tell you something you should never forget STEVE HA
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: k
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: wut is it
DaggersMidgar17: I have lots of people i call friends but their are only a certain few i grow attatched to and want to see every day
DaggersMidgar17: and YOU, JOSH, YOU HEANG AND ALYSSA ARE THAT FEW
DaggersMidgar17: and i dont want to grow apart from you for a long long long long long long long long long
DaggersMidgar17: TIME
DaggersMidgar17: that means til like way after college we cant grow apart
DaggersMidgar17: ok i'm done
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i feel the same way
DaggersMidgar17: really?
DaggersMidgar17: u surprised me there
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: y
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ?
DaggersMidgar17: i didnt think u felt the same
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i do
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i really do
DaggersMidgar17: *clearing throat* well now that we have that covered
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: shyea
DaggersMidgar17: i feel better bout maybe not seeing you on my b-day or getting a present
DaggersMidgar17: cuz that means we wont grow apart right
DaggersMidgar17: ?
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: we will always be close
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ALWAYS
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: NO MATTER WUT
DaggersMidgar17: NOT EVEN DEATH MILES WILL SEPERATE US
DaggersMidgar17: *MILES WILL SEPERTATE US
DaggersMidgar17: *DEATH WILL SEPERATE US
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: not even then
DaggersMidgar17: I PROMISE
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: we wont seperate
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ?
DaggersMidgar17: yes
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: me 2
DaggersMidgar17: say i promise
DaggersMidgar17: lol
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i promise
DaggersMidgar17: alright
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: ok
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: well ashley i have 2 crash cause i have 2 get up early
DaggersMidgar17: yeah me 2
DaggersMidgar17: love you
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i love u
DaggersMidgar17: steve
DaggersMidgar17: goodnite
DaggersMidgar17: I love you
DaggersMidgar17: buddy
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet dreams
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: good
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: night
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: i love u sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much
DaggersMidgar17: not as much a i love you
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: they wont let me type how many times i love ya
DaggersMidgar17: me either
DaggersMidgar17: so lets just do one last
DaggersMidgar17: i love you
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: love ya
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: tons and tons
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: sweet dreams
DaggersMidgar17: tons and tons
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: bye bye
DaggersMidgar17: sweet dreams
DaggersMidgar17: go to bed
DaggersMidgar17: boy
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: u
DaggersMidgar17: lol
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: night
DaggersMidgar17: night
bLaCk StAr FlAgS: night
DaggersMidgar17: night

Alyssas showing me how to do some stuff....

Well hey guys. Its me sry its been awhile but theres been complications w/my dad again

So he's in the hospital again.. Man i've seen so much illness and pain in my life i just dont understand why.. Before he went back into the  hospital he had to start doing dialysis at the hospital instead of  at home like always... I went back there with my mom and there were people lined up on the walls all sitting in a chair. The were young and old. They had 2 tubes sticking in them both with blood. One line flowning into the machine and one line flowing out of the machine. The machine had a cycle that cleans the blood. i wish they could just be healthy. My dads scared.. now there talking bout blood clots. I got another one of those stupid invitations to the poems thingy or whatever and i got more prizes i have to look at it more. But this time its in Philidelphia but i dont think i can go again.

On a happier note i went to Borders and bought Love Hina vol.6 and  Neon Genises Evangelon vol.1 and Cirque du freak vol.7. . I decided to start Neon Genesis cuz they didnt have vol.5. Of GTO... so yeah. I Really really like it tho. But dont rent Neon Genesis the Death and Rebirth because it wont make any since because its a like a collage of what happened. But the books are good. Oh and Jarron invited me to go to his moms wedding. That will be fun... i just dont know how i feel about some things.
Psh but whatever